When Joni Mitchell finished making Blue, one of her best albums, one of the responses she received was “Joni! Keep something of yourself!” It’s not surprising given that the album has a sincerity that hangs off every word. Julien Baker deals in a similar realm of songwriting on Turn Out the Lights, publicly airing out every demon she has with frightening abandon. She seems more alone here than she did on the sparse Sprained Ankle, despite more collaborators this time around. That might have something to do with the people populating her songs – everyone seems to be on their way out, with Baker doing her best to silence her predilections towards negativity with her own voice. While the songs typically stay in the vein of Sprained Ankle highlights “Something,” “Rejoice,” and “Go Home,” she eschews those songs self-deprecating climaxes for the implication of something more positive. She’s always had that undercurrent of positivity, and even at her lowest, her narratives have been shaped by hope. This time, she’s using hope to shape other people’s narratives as well.
Battling her sincerity is a self-awareness that wasn’t always present on Sprained Ankle. Baker has an audience in mind now, so it makes sense that her songs have her reaching for bigger highs, musically speaking. Its new strengths are best exemplified by the first half of the album, where surprises like the distortion in the title track or the melancholy piano dirge of “Televangelist” lay in wait. The aggression, in deep contrast to the smoothness of her voice, is a welcome change from the washed out, beautiful stillness of Sprained Ankle, a transition that isn’t unlike the one Pedro the Lion made between It’s Hard to Find a Friend and Winners Never Quit. When she struggles through her chronicles with addiction on “Shadowboxing,” she allows the bleakness of the lyrics to float through ethereal harmonies and her underrated use of ghostly reverb, an updated take on one of her most distinctive and gorgeous Sprained Ankle songwriting techniques.
“Even,” one of the best songs on the album, is perhaps also the most striking. With the album so concerned with building up a world through adding more muscle to Baker’s Spartan arrangements and populating her songs with more people and clearer narratives than her more insular debut, it’s a surprise that it is the lone acoustic song that sounds so revelatory here. She has truly never sounded more alone on any of her songs previous, and lines like “So I could be cruel/Yeah, I could make you hate me/Would that make it easy?” hit with an emotional gut punch that lands almost as hard as her recurring fantasy of putting that same fist through “the plaster of a Motel 6.” Baker is never shy on this album, but the directness of “Even” acts as a mainline towards self-loathing, exploring some Fevers and Mirrors-level sadness that is particularly dark, even for her.
It’s songs like “Sour Breath,” utilizing Baker’s trademark deliberate, almost circular guitar lines, which explore Baker’s newfound emphasis on outsized, literary foils and best sum up the album. Lyrics like “You’re everything I want, and I’m all you dread” or the climactic “The harder I swim, the faster I sink” serve to further distance herself from the people she’s scared will leave. She expresses a bitterness that recalls the same sort of mindset that made Foxing so reluctant to make a living out of drowning on Dealer, an album that shares more than a few musical touchstones and similarities.
Parallels with her peers also highlight the larger conversation that Turn Out the Lights is inserting itself into; an album of such heavy, brutal honesty that is plenty emo, but is recognized in circles outside that scene for a sincerity that is becoming increasingly common in the music community in general. It illustrates the complex intersections that Baker is occupying with this album, and more than the music itself, the existence of an album like this aligns Baker with a wave of artists seeking to deconstruct the very worst of a closed off indie landscape, shifting the importance of Turn Out the Lights from personal to political along the way.
Turn Out the Lights is out now on Matador.